THE AFFLICTION OF MARGARET
WHERE art thou, my beloved Son, Where art thou, worse to me than dead? Oh find me, prosperous or undone ! Or, if the grave be now thy bed, Why am I ignorant of the same That I may rest; and neither blame Nor sorrow may attend thy name?
Seven years, alas! to have received No tidings of an only child;
To have despaired, have hoped, believed, And been for evermore beguiled; Sometimes with thoughts of very I catch at them, and then I miss ; Was ever darkness like to this?
He was among the prime in worth, An object beauteous to behold;
Well born, well bred; I sent him forth Ingenuous, innocent, and bold:
If things ensued that wanted grace, As hath been said, they were not base; And never blush was on my face.
Ah! little doth the young-one dream, When full of play and childish cares, What power is in his wildest scream, Heard by his mother unawares ! He knows it not, he cannot guess : Years to a mother bring distress ; But do not make her love the less.
Neglect me! no, I suffered long
From that ill thought; and, being blind, Said, 'Pride shall help me in my wrong Kind mother have I been, as kind As ever breathed :' and that is true; I've wet my path with tears like dew, Weeping for him when no one knew.
My Son, if thou be humbled, poor, Hopeless of honour and of gain, Oh! do not dread thy mother's door; Think not of me with grief and pain : I now can see with better eyes; And worldly grandeur I despise, And fortune with her gifts and lies.
Alas! the fowls of heaven have wings, And blasts of heaven will aid their flight; They mount-how short a voyage brings The wanderers back to their delight!
Chains tie us down by land and sea; And wishes, vain as mine, may be All that is left to comfort thee.
Perhaps some dungeon hears thee groan, Maimed, mangled by inhuman men ; Or thou upon a desert thrown Inheritest the lion's den;
Or hast been summoned to the deep, Thou, thou and all thy mates, to keep An incommunicable sleep.
I look for ghosts; but none will force Their way to me: 'tis falsely said That there was ever intercourse Between the living and the dead; For, surely, then I should have sight Of him I wait for day and night, With love and longings infinite.
My apprehensions come in crowds; I dread the rustling of the grass; The very shadows of the clouds Have power to shake me as they pass: I question things and do not find One that will answer to my mind; And all the world appears unkind.
Beyond participation lie
My troubles, and beyond relief: If any chance to heave a sigh, They pity me, and not my grief. Then come to me, my Son, or send Some tidings that my woes may end; I have no other earthly friend! *
HER eyes are wild, her head is bare, The sun has burnt her coal-black hair; Her eyebrows have a rusty stain, And she came far from over the main. She has a baby on her arm,
Or else she were alone :
And underneath the hay-stack warm,
And on the greenwood stone,
She talked and sung the woods among, And it was in the English tongue.
"Sweet babe! they say that I am mad,
* The poetical student would do well to compare this admirable picture of maternal grief and anxiety, with the grief of the bereaved lover for his pretty Barbara, in the poem entitled, "Tis said that some have died for love." The distinction between the grief of affection and the grief of passion is traced with singular skill.
† Written at Alfoxden, 1797.
And I am happy when I sing Full many a sad and doleful thing : Then, lovely baby, do not fear! I pray thee have no fear of me; But safe as in a cradle, here My lovely baby! thou shalt be: To thee I know too much I owe; I cannot work thee any woe.
A fire was once within my brain ; And in my head a dull, dull pain ; And fiendish faces, one, two, three, Hung at my breast, and pulled at me ; But then there came a sight of joy ; It came at once to do me good ; I waked, and saw my little boy, My little boy of flesh and blood; Oh joy for me that sight to see! For he was here, and only he.
Suck, little babe, oh suck again! It cools my blood; it cools my brain; Thy lips I feel them, baby! they Draw from my heart the pain away. Oh! press me with thy little hand ; It loosens something at my chest ; About that tight and deadly band I feel thy little fingers prest. The breeze I see is in the tree : It comes to cool my babe and me.
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