Oh, what trembling there shall be, When the world its Judge shall see, Coming in dread majesty! Hark! the trump, with thrilling tone, From sepulchral regions lone, Summons all before the throne: Time and Death it doth appall, Now the books are open spread; Now, before the Judge severe Naught can pass unpunish'd here. What shall guilty I then plead? When the saints shall comfort need? King of dreadful Majesty! Who dost freely justify! Fount of Pity, save Thou me! quick: the living. Recollect, O Love divine! "Twas for this lost sheep of thine Thou thy glory didst resign: Satest wearied seeking me; Judge of Justice, hear my prayer! Spare me, Lord, in mercy spare! Ere the Reckoning-day appear. Lo! the gracious face I seek; Shame and grief are on my cheek; Sighs and tears my sorrow speak. Thou didst Mary's guilt forgive; Worthless are my prayers, I know; Sever'd from the guilty band, Make me with thy sheep to stand, Placing me on thy right hand. When the cursed in anguish flee With the Blest then call Thou me. Suppliant in the dust I lie; My heart a cinder, crush'd and dry; Full of tears, and full of dread, Lord of mercy! Jesus blest! Grant the Faithful light and rest. Fain would my thoughts fly up to Thee, Sometimes I climb a little way And thence look down below; Then round about I turn my eyes I meet with Heaven in everything, AUSTIN. XCVIII THE DREAM OF GERONTIUS CARDINAL NEWMAN PART I JOHN HENRY NEWMAN was born in the year 1801, in London. After attending a private school he went to Trinity College, Oxford. At the age of twenty-five he became Vicar of St. Mary's, the University Church. For some twenty years Newman occupied this pulpit. Professor Shairp eloquently recalls his feelings at hearing no longer Mr. Newman's voice in St. Mary's. "On these things, looking over an interval of five voices of powerful teachers may have been heard, but none that ever penetrated the soul like his." Shortly after his resignation from St. Mary's Newman became a Catholic. His "Letters" show how deep were the convictions that led to his change of religion. In the Catholic Church he rose to the cardinalate. He died August 11, 1890. Among his many writings may be mentioned the "Apologia," the novel "Callista," JOHN HENRY NEWMAN 66 the Historical Sketches," his essays-two famous ones of which are Aristotle's Poetics" and the "Idea of a University." GERONTIUS JESU, MARIA-I am near death, And thou art calling me; I know it nowNot by the token of this faltering breath, This chill at heart, this dampness on my brow, (Jesu, have mercy! Mary, pray for me!). "Tis this new feeling, never felt before, (Be with me, Lord, in my extremity!) That I am going, that I am no more. 'Tis this strange innermost abandonment, (Lover of souls! great God! I look to Thee,) This emptying out of each constituent And natural force, by which I come to be. Pray for me, O my friends; a visitant Is knocking his dire summons at my door, The like of whom, to scare me and to daunt, Has never, never come to me before; 'Tis death,-O loving friends, your prayers!'tis he! As though my very being had given way, As though I was no more a substance now, And could fall back on nought to be my stay, (Help, loving Lord! Thou my sole Refuge, Thou,) And turn no whither, but must needs decay And drop from out the universal frame Into that shapeless, scopeless, blank abyss, That utter nothingness, of which I came: |