To sell myself I can be well contented, 'A thousand kisses buys my heart from me; Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?" 'Fair queen,' quoth he, 'if any love you owe me, 530 'Look, the world's comforter, with weary gait, His day's hot task hath ended in the west: The owl, night's herald, shrieks,"Tis very late;' The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest, And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven's light Do summon us to part and bid good night. "Now let me say "Good night," and so say you; If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.' 'Good night, 'quoth she, and, ere he says 'Adieu,' The honey fee of parting tender'd is: Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace; Incorporate then they seem; face grows to face. 540 Till, breathless, he disjoin'd, and backward drew The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth, Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew, Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth: He with her plenty press'd, she faint with dearth, Their lips together glued, fall to the earth. Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey, And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth; Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey, Paying what ransom the insulter willeth; Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high, 550 That she will draw his lips' rich treasure dry And having felt the sweetness of the spoil, With blindfold fury she begins to forage: Herface doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil, And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage; Planting oblivion, beating reason back, Forgetting shame's pure blush and honor's wrack. Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing, Like a wild bird being tamed with too much handling, 560 Or as the fleet-foot roe that's tired with chasing, Or like the froward infant still'd with dandling, He now obeys, and now no more resisteth, While she takes all she can, not all she listeth. What wax sofrozen but dissolves with tempering, And yields at last to every light impression? When he did frown, O, had she then gave over. Such nectar from his lips she had not suck'd. Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover, What though the rose have prickles, yet 'tis pluck'd: Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast, Yet love breaks through and picks them all at last. For pity now she can no more detain him; 'Sweet boy,' she says, 'this night I'll waste in sorrow, For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch. He tells her, no; to-morrow he intends The boar!' quoth she; whereat a sudden pale, Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose, Usurps her cheek; she trembles at his tale, 591 And on his neck her yoking arms she throws: She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck, He on her belly falls, she on her back. Now is she in the very lists of love, Her champion mounted for the hot encounter: All is imaginary she doth prove, He will not manage her, although he mount her; That worse than Tantalus' is her annoy, To clip Elysium and to lack her joy. Even as poor birds, deceived with painted grapes, Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw, Even so she languisheth in her mishaps, As those poor birds that helpless berries saw. The warm effects which she in him finds missing 600 She seeks to kindle with continual kissing. But all in vain; good queen, it will not be : She hath assay'd as much as may be proved; Her pleading hath deserved a greater fee; 609 She's Love, she loves, and yet she is not loved. 'Fie, fie,' he says, 'you crush me; let me go; You have no reason to withhold me so.' Thou hadst been gone,' quoth she, 'sweet boy, ere this, [boar. But that thou told'st me thou wouldst hunt the O, be advised! thou know'st not what it is With javelin's point a churlish swine to gore, Whose tushes never sheathed he whetteth still, Like to a mortal butcher bent to kill. 'On his bow-back he hath a battle set Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes: 620 His eyes, fret; His snout digs sepulchres where'er he goes; Being moved, he strikes whate'er is in his way, And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay. like glow-worms, shine when he doth i 'His brawny sides, with hairy bristles arm'd, Are better proof than thy spear's point can enter; His short thick neck cannot be easily harm'd; Being ireful, on the lion he will venture: The thorny brambles and embracing bushes, As fearful of him, part, throughwhom he rushes. 'Alas, he nought esteems that face of thine, 631 To which Love's eyes pay tributary gazes; Nor thy soft hands, sweetlips and crystal eyne, Whose full perfection all the world amazes; But having thee at vantage-wondrous dread! Would root these beauties as he roots the mead. 639 'O, let him keep his loathsome cabin still: Beauty hath nought to do with such foul fiends: Come not within his danger by thy will; Theythat thrive well takecounsel of their friends. When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble. I fear'd thy fortune, and my joints did tremble. 'Didst thou not mark my face? was it not white? Saw'st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye? Grew I not faint? and fell I not downright? Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie, My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no [breast. rest, But, like an earthquake, shakes thee on my 650 'For where Love reigns, disturbing Jealousy This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy, This canker that eats up Love's tender spring, This carry-tale, dissentious Jealousy, [bring, That sometime true news, sometime false doth Knocks at my heart and whispers in mine ear That if I love thee, I thy death should fear. 660 'And more than so, presenteth to mine eye the head. Pursue these fearful creatures o'er the downs, And on thy well-breath'd horse keep with thy hounds. And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare, And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer: Danger deviseth shifts; wit waits on fear: 690 'For there his smell with others being mingled, The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt, Ceasing their clamorous cry till they have singled With much ado the cold fault cleanly out; Then do they spend their mouths: Echo replies, As if another chase were in the skies. And now his grief may be compared well To one sore sick that hears the passing-bell. Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch 'Lie quietly, and hear a little more; Applying this to that, and so to so; For love can comment upon every woe. 'Where did I leave?' 'No matter where; 'quoth he, 'Leave me, and then the story aptly ends: The night is spent.' 'Why, what of that?' quoth she. 'I am.' quoth he, 'expected of my friends; And now 'tis dark, and going I shall fall.' 'In night,'quoth she, 'desire sees best of all, 720 The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips, And all is but to rob thee of a kiss. 'Now of this dark night I perceive the reason: Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine, Till forging Nature be condemn'd of treason, 729 For stealing moulds from heaven that were divine; [despite, Wherein she framed thee in high heaven's To shame the sun by day and her by night. 'And therefore hath she bribed the Destinies Of mad mischances and much misery: 'As burning fevers, agues pale and faint, spair, Swear Nature's death for framing thee so fair. 'And not the least of all these maladies 751 'Therefore, despite of fruitless chastity, "What is thy body but a swallowing grave, Which by the rights of time thou needs must have, So in thyself thyself art made away; Or butcher-sire that reaves his son of life. nurse, 770 'Nay, then,' quoth Adon, you will fall again 'Lest the deceiving harmony should run No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan, 789 You do it for increase: O strange excuse, When reason is the bawd to lust's abuse ! 'Call it not love, for Love to heaven is fled, Since sweating Lust on earth usurped his name; Under whose simple semblance he hath fed Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame; Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves, As caterpillars do the tender leaves. 800 'Love comforteth like sunshine after rain, Love surfeits not, Lust like a glutton dies; Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended, Do burn themselves for having so offended.' 810 With this, he breaketh from the sweet embrace, Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast, And homeward through the dark laund runs apace; Leaves Love upon her back deeply distress'd. Till the wild waves will have him seen no more, 821 Whereat amazed, as one that unaware How love is wise in folly, foolish-witty: Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe, And still the choir of echoes answer so. 840 Her song was tedious and outwore the night, For lovers' hours are long, though seeming short: If pleased themselves, others, they think, delight In such-like circumstance, with such-like sport: Their copious stories oftentimes begun End without audience and are never done. For who hath she to spend the night withal But idle sounds resembling parasites, Like shrill-tongued tapsters answering every call, Lo, here the gentle lark, weary of rest, Who doth the world so gloriously behold That cedar-tops and hills seem burnish'd gold. Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow: 'O thou clear god and patron of all light, From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow 865 The beauteous influence that makes him bright, There lives a son that suck'd an earthly mother, May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.' This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove, Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake. By this, she hears the hounds are at a bay ; Whereat she starts, like one that spies an adder Wreathed up in fatal folds just in his way, The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder; 885 Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds Appals her senses and her spirit confounds. For now she knows it is no gentle chase, But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud, Because the cry remaineth in one place, Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud: Finding their enemy to be so curst, [first. They all strain courtesy who shall cope him This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear, 889 Through which it enters to surprise her heart; Who, overcome by doubt and bloodless fear, With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part: (yield, Like soldiers, when their captain once doth They basely fly and dare not stay the field. Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy; Till, cheering up her senses, all dismay'd, She tells them 'tis a causeless fantasy, And childish error, that they are afraid; Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more: 899 And with that word she spied the hunted boar, Whose frothy mouth, bepainted all with red, Like milk and blood being mingled both together, A second fear through all her sinews spread, Which madly hurries her she knows not whither: This way she runs, and now she will no further, But back retires to rate the boar for murther. A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways: She treads the path that she untreads again; Her more than haste is mated with delays, Like the proceedings of a drunken brain, 910 Full of respects, yet nought at all respecting: In hand with all things, nought at all effecting. Here kennell'd in a brake she finds a hound, And asks the weary caitiff for his master, And there another licking of his wound, 'Gainst venom'd sores the only sovereign plaster; And here she meets another sadly scowling, To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling. 921 When he hath ceased his ill-resounding noise, So she at these sad signs draws up her breath And sighing it again, exclaims on Death. 930 'Hard-favor'd tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean. Hateful divorce of love,-thus chides she Death, [thou mean 'Grim-grinning ghost, earth's worm, what dost To stifle beauty and to steal his breath, Who when he lived, his breath and beauty set Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet? 'If he be dead,-O no, it cannot be, Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it:O yes, it may; thou hast no eyes to see, But hatefully at random dost thou hit. 940 Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart, Mistakes that aim and cleaves an infant's heart. 'Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke, And, hearing him, thy power had lost his power. The Destinies will curse thee for this stroke; They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck'st a flower: Love's golden arrow at him should have fled, And not Death's ebon dart, to strike him dead. 'Dost thou drink tears, that thou provokest such weeping? What may a heavy groan advantage thee? 950 But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain, 9.59 And with his strong course opens them again. O, how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow! Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye: Both crystals, where they view'd each other's sorrow, Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry; But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain, Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again. 970 Variable passions throng her constant woe, Whereat her tears began to turn their tide, O hard-believing love, now strange it seems The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely, Nowshe unweaves the webthat she hathwrought; Imperious supreme of all mortal things. 'No, no,' quoth she, 'sweet Death, I did but jest; 1000 Then, gentle shadow,-truth I mustconfess, I rail'd on thee, fearing my love's decease. "Tis not my fault: the boar provoked my tongue; Be wreak'd on him, invisible commander; 'Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong; I did but act, he's author of thy slander: Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet Could rule them both without ten women's wit.' 1010 Thus hoping that Adonis is alive, For he being dead, with him is beauty slain, 'Fie, fie, fond love, thou art so full of fear 1021 As falcon to the lure, away she flies; grass stoops not, she treads on it so light; view, Like stars ashamed of day, themselves withdrew: Or, as the snail, whose tender horns being hit, Shrinks backward in his shelly cave with pain. And there, all smother'd up, in shade doth sit, Long after fearing to creep forth again; 1040 So, at his bloody view, her eyes are fled Into the deep dark cabins of her head: To the disposing of her troubled brain; Where they resign their office and their light Who bids them still consort with ugly night, And never wound the heart with looks again; Who, like a king perplex'd in his throne, By their suggestion gives a deadly groan; Whereat each tributary subject quakes: As when the wind, imprison'd in the ground, Struggling forpassage, earth'sfoundation shakes, Which with cold terror doth men's minds confound. This mutiny each part doth so surprise That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes; 1050 And, being open'd, threw unwilling light Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench'd In his soft flank; whose wonted lily white With purple tears, that his wound wept, was No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf, or drench'd: [weed, But stole his blood and seem'd with him to bleed. This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth: Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth; She thinks he could not die, he is not dead: 1060 And then she reprehends her mangling eye. That makes more gashes where no breach should be: His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled; [troubled. For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being 'My tongue cannot express my grief for one, And yet, quoth she, 'behold two Adons dead! My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone, Mine eyes are turn'd to fire, my heart to lead: Heavy heart's lead, melt at mine eyes' red fire! So shall I die by drops of hot desire. |