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as not to leave much of life unemployed; there were many hours, both of the night and day, which he could spend without fufpicion in folitary thought. The load of life was much lightened: he went eagerly into the affemblies, because he fuppofed the frequency of his presence neceffary to the fuccefs of his purposes; he retired gladly to privacy, because he had now a subject of thought.

His chief amufement was to picture to himself that world which he had never feen; to place himself in various conditions; to be entangled in imaginary dif ficulties, and to be engaged in wild adventures but his benevolence always terminated his projects in the relief of distress, the detection of fraud, the de

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feat of oppreffion, and the diffufion of happiness.

Thus paffed twenty months of the life of Raffelas. He bufied himself fo intenfely in vifionary buftle, that he forgot his real folitude; and, amidst hourly preparations for the various incidents of human affairs, neglected to confider by what means he should mingle with mankind.

One day, as he was fitting on a bank," he feigned to himself an orphan virgin robbed of her little portion by a treacherous lover, and crying after him for reftitution and redrefs. So ftrongly was the image impreffed upon his mind, that he started up in the maid's defence, and run forward to feize the plunderer with

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all the eagerness of real perfuit. Fear naturally quickens the flight of guilt. Raffelas could not catch the fugitive with his utmost efforts; but, refolving to weary, by perfeverance, him whom he could not furpass in speed, he preffed on till the foot of the mountain ftopped his course.

Here he recollected himself, and smiled at his own useless impetuofity. Then raising his eyes to the mountain, "This, faid he, is the fatal obftacle that hinders at once the enjoyment of pleasure, and the exercise of virtue. How long is it that my hopes and wifhes have flown beyond this boundary of my life, which yet I never have attempted to furmount!

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Struck with this reflection, he fat down to muf, and remembered, that fince he first resolved to escape from his confinement, the fun had paffed twice over him in his annual course. He now felt a degree of regret with which he had never been before acquainted. He considered how much might have been done in the time which had paffed, and left nothing real behind it. He compared twenty months with the life of man. "In life, faid he, is not to be counted the ignorance of infancy, or imbecility of age. We are long before we are able to think, and we foon cease from the power of acting. The true period of human existence may be reasonably eftimated as forty years, of which I have mufed away the four and twentieth part. What I have loft was certain, for I have

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certainly poffeffed it; but of twenty months to come who can affure me ?"

The consciousness of his own folly pierced him deeply, and he was long before he could be reconciled to himself. "The rest of my time, faid he, has been loft by the crime or folly of my ancestors, and the abfurd institutions of my country; I remember it with disgust, yet without remorfe: but the months that have paffed fince new light darted into my foul, fince I formed a scheme of reafonable felicity, have been squandered by my own fault. I have loft that which can never be restored: I have seen the fun rife and fet for twenty months, an idle gazer on the light of heaven: In this time the birds have left the neft of their mother, and committed themselves

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