These costly shadows of thy shadowy self? Be sad! be glad! be neither! seek, or shun! Thou hast no reason why! Thou can'st have none; Thy being's being is contradiction.
-THEY shrink in, as Moles
(Nature's mute monks, live mandrakes of the ground) Creep back from Light-then listen for its sound ;- See but to dread, and dread they know not why- The natural alien of their negative eye.
NEVER, believe me,
Appear the Immortals, Never alone :
Scarce had I welcomed the sorrow-beguiler, Iacchus but in came boy Cupid the smiler; Lo! Phoebus the glorious descends from his throne ! They advance, they float in, the Olympians all! With divinities fills my Terrestrial hall!
How shall I yield you
Due entertainment,
Celestial quire?
Me rather, bright guests! with your wings of up-buoyance Bear aloft to your homes, to your banquets of joyance, That the roofs of Olympus may echo my lyre!
Hah! we mount! on their pinions they waft up my soul ! O give me the nectar!
O fill me the bowl!
Give him the nectar!
Pour out for the poet,
Quicken his eyes with celestial dew,
That Styx the detested no more he may view, And like one of us Gods may conceit him to be! Thanks, Hebe! I quaff it! Io Pæan, I cry!
The wine of the Immortals Forbids me to die!
IMITATED FROM ONE OF AKENSIDE'S BLANK-VERSE INSCRIPTIONS.
NEAR the lone pile with ivy overspread,
Fast by the rivulet's sleep-persuading sound, Where" sleeps the moonlight" on yon verdant bed— O humbly press that consecrated ground!
For there does Edmund rest, the learned swain! And there his spirit most delights to rove : Young Edmund! famed for each harmonious strain, And the sore wounds of ill-requited love.
Like some tall tree that spreads its branches wide, And loads the west-wind with its soft perfume, His manhood blossomed till the faithless pride Of fair Matilda sank him to the tomb.
But soon did righteous Heaven her guilt pursue! Where'er with wildered step she wandered pale, Still Edmund's image rose to blast her view,
Still Edmund's voice accused her in each gale.
With keen regret, and conscious guilt's alarms, Amid the pomp of affluence she pined; Nor all that lured her faith from Edmund's arms Could lull the wakeful horror of her mind.
Go, Traveller! tell the tale with sorrow fraught: Some tearful maid perchance, or blooming youth, May hold it in remembrance; and be taught That riches can not pay for Love or Truth.
A SWORDED man whose trade is blood, In grief, in anger, and in fear,
Thro' jungle, swamp, and torrent flood, I seek the wealth you hold so dear!
The dazzling charm of outward form,
The power of gold the pride of birth, Have taken Woman's heart by storm- Usurped the place of inward worth.
Is not true Love of higher price
Than outward Form, tho' fair to see, Wealth's glittering fairy-dome of ice, Or echo of proud ancestry?—
O! Asra, Asra! couldst thou see Into the bottom of my heart, There's such a mine of Love for thee, As almost might supply desert!
(This separation is, alas!
Too great a punishment to bear; O take my life, or let me pass
That life, that happy life, with her!)
The perils, erst with steadfast eye Encounter'd, now I shrink to see- Oh! I have heart enough to die— Not half enough to part from Thee!
To know, to esteem, to love-and then to part, Makes up life's tale to many a feeling heart! O for some dear abiding-place of Love,
O'er which my spirit, like the mother dove,
Might brood with warming wings !—O fair as kind, Were but one sisterhood with you combined,
(Your very image they in shape and mind)
Far rather would I sit in solitude,
The forms of memory all my mental food, And dream of you, sweet sisters, (ah, not mine!) And only dream of you (ah dream and pine!) Than have the presence, and partake the pride, And shine in the eye of all the world beside!
THE PANG MORE SHARP THAN ALL.
He too has flitted from his secret nest,
Hope's last and dearest Child without a name !— Has flitted from me, like the warmthless flame, That makes false promise of a place of rest To the tir'd Pilgrim's still believing mind;— Or like some Elfin Knight in kingly court, Who having won all guerdons in his sport, Glides out of view, and whither none can find!
Yes! He hath flitted from me-with what aim, Or why, I know not! 'Twas a home of bliss, And He was innocent, as the pretty shame Of babe, that tempts and shuns the menaced kiss, From its twy-cluster'd hiding-place of snow! Pure as the babe, I ween, and all aglow
As the dear hopes, that swell the mother's breast- Her eyes down gazing o'er her clasped charge ;- Yet gay as that twice happy father's kiss, That well might glance aside, yet never miss, Where the sweet mark emboss'd so sweet a targe― Twice wretched he who hath been doubly blest!
Like a loose blossom on a gusty night
He flitted from me-and has left behind
(As if to them his faith he ne'er did plight)
Of either sex and answerable mind
Two playmates, twin-births of his foster-dame :- The one a steady lad (Esteem he hight) And Kindness is the gentler sister's name. Dim likeness now, tho' fair she be and good Of that bright Boy who hath us all forsook ;— But in his full-eyed aspect when she stood, And while her face reflected every look, And in reflection kindled-she became
So like Him, that almost she seem'd the same!
Ah! He is gone, and yet will not depart !— Is with me still, yet I from Him exil'd! For still there lives within my secret heart The magic image of the magic Child, Which there He made up-grow by his strong art As in that crystal* orb-wise Merlin's feat,- The wondrous "World of Glass," wherein inisl'd All long'd for things their beings did repeat;- And there he left it, like a Sylph beguiled, To live and yearn and languish incomplete!
Can wit of man a heavier grief reveal?
Can sharper pang from hate or scorn arise ?—
Yes! one more sharp there is that deeper lies,
Which fond Esteem but mocks when he would heal
Yet neither scorn nor hate did it devise, But sad compassion and atoning zeal!
One pang more blighting-keen than hope betray'd! And this it is my woful hap to feel,
When at her Brother's hest, the twin-born Maid With face averted and unsteady eyes, Her truant playmate's faded robe puts on; And inly shrinking from her own disguise Enacts the faery Boy that's lost and gone. O worse than all! O pang all pangs above Is Kindness counterfeiting absent Love!
* Faerie Queene, b. iii. c. ii. s. 19.
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